Friday, July 29, 2011

Daily updates

I won't be active in facebook for the time being so thought of using this place to update my thoughts.

29july -  I.need.a.manly.shoulder.

30july - I love it when people appreciate the simplest of things you do for them.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Changed relationship status

I don't wish to say much. All you have to know is that he was a good boyfriend and we were beautiful together. It's the past.


It has been awhile since we weren't officially together but we were still close with one another so i thought it was inappropriate to change my r/s status then. we had been together going 2 years, it wasn't a easy decision. But i think it was a right one, a change that will be better for us.


Thank you for all you have done for me, it will be remembered.


Take good care of yourself. Don't give up when you feel down, i'm sure you will eventually achieve what you want in life.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

A little more about myself

 Bold = Applies to me


My Personality :
  • I’m loud - depends on the kind of environment I'm in actually.
  • I’m obnoxious
  • I’m sarcastic
  • I’m cocky
  • I cry easily 
  • I have a bad temper
  • For the most part, I don’t like people 
  • I’m easy to get along with
  • I have more enemies than friends
  • I’ve smoked (what does smoking have to do with personality?)
  • I’ve smoked weed
  • I drink coffee  occasionally  constantly
  • I clean my room daily

    My Appearance :
    • I wear makeup (only mascara)
    • I wear a piece of jewelery at all times - Earrings
    • I wear contacts
    • I wear glasses
    • I have/had braces 
    • I change my hair color often
    • I straighten my hair often
    • I have piercing(s)
    • I have small feet 
    •  
    Relationships :
    • I’m always scared of being hurt - I need my partner to give me a sense of security, likewise.
    • An ex has physically abused me, at least once
    • I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
    • I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
    • I’ve been in love more than two times - Two times
    • I believe in love (crush) at first sight - Appearance is just bonus, not the key.
    •  
      Friendships :
      • I have a best friend
      • I have at least ten friends
      • I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
      • I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
      • I can trust at least five people with my life
      •  
      Experiences :
      • I’ve been on a plane
      • I’ve been on a train
      • Someone close to me has died
      • I’ve taken a taxi
      • I’ve taken a city bus
      • I’ve taken a school bus
      • I’ve gone bungee jumping
      • I’ve made a speech
      • I’ve been in some sort of club
      • I’ve won an award
      • I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight

        Music :
        • I listen to R&B
        • I listen to country 
        • I listen to pop
        • I listen to techno
        • I listen to rock
        • I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
        • I hate the radio
        • I buy CDs
        • Love listening to music but does not have a strong preference for any genre. 
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          Television :
          • I spend at least six hours a day watching TV 
          • I watch soap operas daily
          • I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
          • I’ve seen and liked The OC
          • I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
          • I’ve seen and liked America’s Next Top Model
          • I’ve seen and liked Popular
          • I’ve seen and liked 24
          • I’ve seen and liked CSI
          • I’ve seen and liked Everwood
          • I’ve seen and liked Bones

            Family Life :
            • Get along with both of my parents 
            • My biological parents are still together
            • I have at least one brother
            • I have at least one sister
            • I have at least one step brother/sister
            • I have at least one half brother/sister
            • I’ve been kicked out of my house
            • I’ve ran away from home 
            • I’ve made my parents cry :>
            • I’ve lied to my parents 
            • I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
            • I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
            • I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
            • I don’t live with my parents
            • Parents are screwed up and gone

              Hair :
              • I’ve been brown 
              • I’ve had streaks
              • I’ve cut my hair in the past year
              • I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
              • I’ve been blonde
              • I’ve been red
              • I’ve been light brown
              • I’ve been medium brown
              • I’ve been blue/green 
              • I’ve gotten my hair thinned 
              • I use conditioner
              • I’ve used Silk Therapy
              • I’ve used oil treatments
              • I’ve curled my hair
              • I’ve straightened my hair
              • I’ve ironed my hair
              • I’ve braided my hair   


              School :
              • I’ve yelled at a teacher
              • I’ve been suspended
              • I’ve had an in-school suspension
              • I’ve been sent to the principals office
              • I’ve walked out of class
              • I’ve skipped an entire day of school
              • I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
              • I’ve failed a test
              • I’ve cheated on a test
              • I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
              • I’ve failed Art
              • I’ve failed PE
              • I’ve failed Math
              • I’ve failed Science
              • I’ve failed another class - Economics
              • A teacher has called my parents

              Family:
              1. I love my daddy and mommy.
              2. They were from china and we are all now Singapore citizen.
              3. I don't care how others look at my parents, to me they are the best.
              4. My dad came to sg with $600, and now he has $600K.
              5. I don't listen to my parents all the time, but they will always forgive me. :'>
              6. Daddy works in a japan company and often travels.
              7. Mommy teaches kindergarten and primary school kids.
              8. Sunday is family day.
              9. We have at least ten family photo albums.
              10. I will always protect and take care of my parents.



              I love people who are:
              1. Witty
              2. Patient
              3. Grateful
              4.  Filial
              5. Truthful
              6. Trust
              7. Sentimental
              8. Interesting

              lets be friends?



              And a photo!
































              Sunday, July 10, 2011

              Ciaos

              I need some time away to clear my mind.


              Or, everything will still be the same, in secret.

              Friday, July 8, 2011

              Till the right time



              Remember i always wanted to show you my room?




                                    (My messy study corner)


              Forever


              (My bathroom)

              That's a corner of my room, i hope one day you will come and see the rest of it.


              The Little Mermaid
              Little Mermaid
              The 1989 version of the Little Mermaid might be better known as “The big whopper!” In the Disney version, the film ends with Ariel the mermaid being changed into a human so she can marry Eric. They marry in a wonderful wedding attended by humans and merpeople. But, in the very first version by Hans Christian Andersen, the mermaid sees the Prince marry a princess and she despairs. She is offered a knife with which to stab the prince to death, but rather than do that she jumps into the sea and dies by turning to froth. Hans Christian Andersen modified the ending slightly to make it more pleasant. In his new ending, instead of dying when turned to froth, she becomes a “daughter of the air” waiting to go to heaven – so, frankly, she is still dead for all intents and purposes.



              You can't stop caring for someone just as you wish, when it becomes an instinct.  








              Tuesday, July 5, 2011

              Sterotypes

              Though i'm someone critical, i think it's wrong to be judgemental.

              I mean it's ok to say that jc people are generally more hardworking, girls are generally  more vain than guys etc.. But to give a defintite jugement to a generalised observation is just wrong.


              1. If you're  popular on facebook, you're  pretentious and have no real friends.

              2. If you had a long relationship with someone, you had sex with him.

              3. If you're inactive on facebook with only ten friends, you're a loser.

              4. If you like luxury brands, you are a bimbo.

              5. If you're in Jc, you love studying and is a geek.

              6. If you're in Ite, you have no future.

              7. If you do well for exams, you're a closet mugger.

              8. If you fail badly, you're a idiot.

              9. If you express your personal thoughts on facebook, you're an attention seeking whore.

              10. If you choose a pretty profile picture (or has photoshoped it), you're fake and ugly in real life.


              -  when you say 'i think you're a judgmental person.' you fail to realise that you are ACTUALLY judging too.


              These are just a few things i have heard about on facebook, and i'm not saying i'm all perfect or what, just sometimes i hope everyone is a little kinder to the people around them and focus more on the + points of others. And labelling someone based on your personal experience is just a little shallow.


              I'm not saying we should love everyone around us, but just be less horrid to those we don't seem to love.


              Just some random thoughts, hehe. :>



              For those sweethearts that still read my blog, 2 photos of me for you! In case you miss my lovely face too much. My personal blog what, I can say anything i want to please myself.





                And a photo of darling and me!



              Next post: What's in my bag?